I've been glancing through some of my journal entries and noticed that I have had a really negative tone lately. I dislike that, but lately in my life, when it rains it frickin' has a hurricane.
Okay, so grandma is dead. I went to help plan her funeral and afterwards I got a call from a friend to go and hang out. There were a bunch of my friends there when I arrived, we drank some beer, soaked in a hot tub and had a generally good evening. I am very grateful that I have good friends who care about me.
My girlfriend, on the other hand, was absolutely livid that I would hang out with my friends. I had called her to let her know that I would have more free time than previously expected and could we make some time together? When I got to her place, she ripped me to shreds for hanging out with some friends instead of her. I got up, wished her a good life and haven't looked back.
I need to get a dog so someone can run over it.
Looking on the bright side, things can't get much worse.
