I often realize that choices I make are the hard ways. Ofcourse, the choices I make are pretty easy ones.. Nothing extremly important. But choices like uhm relationships, school, learning, etc. Some part of it is just me.. my opinion about something. More importantly being able to look at myself in the mirror the following morning. Another part of it must be because I realize I'm a slow learner.. but that also means I want to learn it the right way. Ofcourse learning is everywhere.
I often judge people by the choices they make (ofcourse very prejudicious of me). I'm well aware that judging people this way is totally unfair.. but to me, it shows how strong, confident people are in doing things.
I realize people will probably judge me for someone I'm totally not. Ofcourse, I'm too blame. The people that know me quite well, know someone else. It's up to me to be myself and not someone strange, freaky.
I've asked a friend to poke me, hard, when I stick my foot in my mouth again. I encourage everybody I know to just say something when I do and not turn away.
